My Ramblings

Hello World!

Sometimes they say the bravest thing you can do is start over, but where’s the bravery in that, if you don’t have any other choice? I don’t want to be a downer, I really don’t and that doesn’t appeal to me, but I just find life is kind of fucked you know. There are so many quotes and when I really look at it – (as the Gen Z’s or whatever they’re called says)- it seems in life we are our biggest opps or hell life is, but can’t really blame life because it’s basically the table on which the card game is being played right?

Either way life is exhausting, and I can admit that maybe if I was rich and have the freedom to do what I like without any financial repurcussions then I wouldn’t feel like this, but it is what it is. 

  I had decided to go on a spiritual journey, actually I didn’t decide anything, I went through a really shitty breakup, and was looking for anything to feel better, to improve myself, and I ended up in that backyard. It’s an interesting backyard I’ll tell you that much, and a really profitable one too for the peddlers. Like I mean, I’m not saying shit about people, because if I figured out this “life” and how it works and find a “product” to sell to people, I’d capitalize on it too. 

 The product they’re selling though is certainty, which I never realised, but in an uncertain world where we are being beaten down day in and day out, that’s what we all want at the end of the day isn’t it, certainty, that we’ll make it out. Certainty tha we will be ok, certainty of a possibility of it all being worth it, and it’s a beautiful package. I don’t think most even realise that’s what they’re selling, but we’re gobbling it all up.