My Ramblings

I want to see what I am capable of. I know this is my little moments of inspiration or just feeling good, despite, well, everything, but I do want to intentionally create a life that I admire. I don’t know if I admire myself right now. I know I am resilient, and I know I am a survivor, god knows that I know how to survive, but sometimes just surviving gets really exhausting and tiring, and I don’t want to just be surviving anymore. I want to see what’s the next step up from survival, and honestly, I have no idea how to do it, or how to get there. But then again, I didn’t really know I was surviving until I survived, so there is that.